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Jul. 22nd, 2005 @ 01:11 pm
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well looks like once again ive managed to complicate my life without even trying, First problem, i got told by a girl that i met on conquer that she loves me, and it scares me, shes never met me, seen me, doesnt even know that i might be a guy as far as she knows i could be a highly intelligent marmot, well i guess that'll be solved end of november wen we both go to meet in christchurch, problem is that i won't be able to afford it and well as far as jobs go i dnt have time to earn that much right now, not wen combined with school, Second Problem, they rosterd me off, they told me toget a new job!! damn hells, told me im not wat they want and they dnt have time to train me, none at all, and they have other people who are more experienced, and besides they said i was slow, . . . . ahwell, back to finding a job, hope i can get one, well, come monday ill re apply at opsm, and well do wat i can elsewhere in job searching, took long enough to get the other one, heh so much for my normal luck, its gone down the drain recently, holidays are almost over, and i still got to finish chem so i best go do that now, well at least i had a fun day yesterday, its good to see people, friends can help you forget everything for a while,
I just want to be alone, y does that solve everything ? And why does feeling alone feel so sad ? and why do i only update my journal wen i feel low ? as if that someone else knowing what i feel or watever can help, i feel like an attention seeker, watever not like neone has to read this,
~End of Entry~Current Mood:  gloomy Current Music: Last Exile - Lost Friend
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Man i feel like a dick,
I cant even post about it, all i can say is that it makes me feel like im the most shallow person to be born, guess i am,
why do i have this feeling like i was betrayed or something, when i know im not? people have the right to chose who there friends are, people cant be expected to know when ur hurt or hurting, Doesnt mean i like it, doesnt mean i have to,
either way i still want to hurt my xfriend vinni, even if i won't even attempt to, then one day he just up and tells me he doesnt want to be my friend and to stop talking to him, he wouldnt even tell me why, we've spoken three times scince, all that we said was hi, thats it,
This was a few weeks ago, i didnt post on it because i felt to down about it, I decided to post today wen i realised i still felt confused and almost betrayed about it, this i realised wen my friend told me she was waiting to see vinni, i dnt know why, but i just felt like telling her dnt talk to him hes an ass, but thats probably wrong and itd be wrong to do so, but thinking that i realised im so well, i guess dark sometimes and i dont like it,
just needed to type that down and get it through my head,
typing my thoughts on lj really helps me sort through things, Thanks Live Journal
"Man that sounds sooo cheesy"
End of Entry,Current Mood:  discontent Current Music: Crash Test Dummies
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oh yeah,
hehe girls can be so wierd, can't even invite a friend to the movies without having them get the wrong idea, sheesh the get the right idea at the wrong times and the wrong idea at the right times, then again it could just be me, ahwell life goes on,
Thats right whos scored 2 tickets to starwars 3 on thursday =D mmm yeah i got tickets, i got tickets, and no charlotte you can't come,
A bit sad vincents away on the bio field trip, but he'll want to see it in france with his friends anyway,
Well scince i wont update for a while i may aswell post some future plans,
Job Hunting tommorrow, Star wars 3 on thursday, Talk to Kristy Friday,
Oh yeah neone who reads this please post what you think about finding love on line, I have to do a speech of sorts on it, Mainly what u think about, Is it possible? Why is online dating such a big thing? and why does msn have romantic chat rooms? Do you think it could happen to you and why?
Thanks all,
End of Entry,Current Mood:  contemplative Current Music: Cry me a River
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list of things that happened this weekend; Computer Crashed, Spent a day Fixing Computer, Computer Crashed again, Lost all files and settings on Computer, Spent 2 more days Fixing Computer, Found all the missing files, Found out i cant access or delete the files for my dads or my account, Gave up,
Now I ask of you all are computers really worth all that, the answer in my case is yes scince im currently in debt so i avoid going out untill i repay vinni, so its my only access to the world and friends, *I dislike phones, the people who u want to talk to are either out or on the phone or net, Welcome to the 2005, currently going out of date peoples home phone number.
Was going to go to a movie tommorrow, turns out once again that a certain person is busy, vinni blames me, i get stuck with the blame, Smites Bill gates with an extreemly long handled sledge hammer, microsoft is so unreliable, i found out it was in fact a security update that was incompatible with norton antivirus 2001 that was what screwed my computer ha so ironic.
hmm trying to figure out a good time for anime and movie thats within this weeks time frame, oh yes may i may get so much spam from this but who the heck is bob the tomato, Sorry bob but i dnt actually know u
for any hackers out there my computer may not have NAV but its still protected, slings out his anti hacker software (hackers o.O) then reads lable on the back of his disk *not compatible with ie 5.0 or later* oh yes if anyones interested did u know that any website u visit can run anything they want on ur computer without u knowing due to a security hole that was introduced in IE 5.0 "yet to be fixed" its my useless fact of the day.stupid thing is microsoft reintroduced the hole after patching it in earlier versions.
Just something to think about oh and Golf balls bounce :P
End of Entry,Current Mood:  grumpy Current Music: none, sound drivers still screwed
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If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want; it can be good or bad, just as long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
Memory of how_nifty, The way that when she bursts out in laughter it made one want to burst out in laughter even though u didnt even hear what was meant to be funny in the first place,
I took the personality test that is of course available at http://similarminds.com/ I've decided that the results are well slighty wrong and so cannot post them in all due respect. If anyone is really wanting to see them then well let me put it this way (lists the personal qualitys it listed, messy, disorganized, not rule conscious, rebellious, rash, weird, ambivalent about chaos,) and others, this is but to name a few, i have decided to have a freind take the test for me and well see the results,
Cant decide wether to go see sophia again, so hard no one to talk to,
End of Entry, (or maybe....)
Apr. 17th, 2005 @ 01:40 am
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| » oh, so wonderful a day, *smiles pleasently* |
Then bursts out in a maniac like laughter and starts crying after thinking about "Voices of a Distant Star"
Today was absolutely one of the best days ive ever had in a long time, and for once its not where i went but who i was with *crys* and not with joy, Im sorry i should have updated before i watched an anime that ive been looking forward to for so long, It was beutifuly moving so much that i feel well moved and its hard to explain. I felt well Lonely in a sense.
Oh yeah local_god is someone i need to say hi to, so HI!!! local_god *smites local_god with a couple of cabbages in a friendly way as a reminder that theres only one Immortal in the porirua and wellington region,* ie, me.
Armageddon ruled, met vinni at the station, and had a good chat, skipped the ticket lines in total by going to tickatec, find out that there 2 dollars extra than door sales so head back and line up. After that we went and looked at all the stores, bought some anime and watched Shaman which looked interesting. Then we went to the anime screening room and watched anime there for ages. Met Jen and Renei there and a bunch of there friends and an interesting girl called Hannah, who (thanks to my being a nice guy) is the resultant cause of my current debt. After the anime we saw the Kamehameha cantest which was in all aspects quite the second most hilarious event of the day, (the first being jens way of dealing with warm environments, ie wrapping her arms around her and constantly shivering). . . . . jokes,
After that our attempts to get a couple of innocent bystanders alone in a cinema theatre were politly refused by Jen and Renei,
NOT DODGEY DAMMIT!!!
Me and vinni went and saw Sahara together which in all was an ok action comedy, though a slightly bit to american for mine own likings, We then went to time out and had a game of air hoky and then went for icecreams over which we discussed life the universe and a couple of other things which are in all private to us and we alone.
*crys over "Voices of a Distant Star"* *Objects violently to being called a Girl*
We watched Jen busking, or more precise her juggling which was absolutely awesum, mesmerising flames flying up and down and hey ahh hot fire stick bit close for comfort, (she tried to burn me I tell u she did) still cool got to talk to some guy with a wierd accent that i though was irish couldnt tell but well he was drunk and gave dropped some money in the hat so that was cool. Juggling flames must be very very hard and im not suprised that it tires people out, it must require so much coordination that its amazing just to see it happen, Everyone go to kellyoshies on courtney place from 10 till and 11pm saterdays and ull be in for a treat ill tell you, and dnt forget to bring 2 dollar coins, there mutch appreciated.
Got Home so late, 12:23 am to be precise, got dropped off by Jen and her well friendly at the least Father, *found out a disturbing fact about Charllotte* at paramatta station, i then walked home, spent a few minutes talking with the fishermen under the plimmerton bridge who tried to fine me some fish for use of the bridge, (dnt ask me y there are fisherman under a bridge at 11:30pm) I also met sophia on the way home and well this and that led to watever but alls cool and Nothing happened, which im proud of in some unnusual way.
End of Entry;. . . or is it??
Apr. 17th, 2005 @ 12:53 am
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| » Tramping YEEE-HAAAAAA |
wow i feel good, nothing like a tramp plus minus a few injuries to make anybody feel really good, left sunday morning went to otaki, tramped up cattle ridge and then down again, pulled a leg muscle somwhere between the river and the campsite,
monday morning i was fine while we climbed up the south ridge, that was cool, on the way out though i went bushwacking and fell off a ridge about three times my hieght lol bruised ribs from that and quite a few scratches, that was so fun though, only bad thing is i never got round to getting my friend a birthday pres, hopes he can find somthing somwhere
yeah sisters back out of hospital which is good, the docters have put her lots of antibiotics and she sounds better, still she does look really tired and pale so i hope shes going to get better soon, thanks all for being so nice *returns hugs* umm yeah all will be good no matter what happens.
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Mar. 14th, 2005 @ 09:04 pm
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| » Screwed over once again, what the hell did i do now |
The world is full of pain, Hell is now escape, The tortures just beggining, The end is out of sight,
Well if the poetry isnt enough for you then note i am not in the best of moods so anything i write here may be out of date at the point which you read it, ie i won't truely mean everything i say,
lets see, highlight of the day, bought milk shake on the way home today and got on a suger high and chased ducks for a while untill an old man chased me off waving his stick, did some good work on web design, specially my personal blog, soon to be up and running hopefully
Bummers, way to many,
Well today started well, caught the train with some friends in the morning, 6 carrages and still not enough space, what is the meaning of this, trains suck in the morning.
Some girl said hello to me and so i txted some people to find out who it was, txted the wrong person, (somone i hvnt spoken to in like a year or so) then had my phone nicked off me by the worst person who could ever get there hands on it, yeah so what u might think, well they txted like half the people on my phone saying random things like are u hot and stuff like that, mayhem, and well they scored a few bonus points wen the people u least expect to take it seriousley go and tell u they dnt like u that way, and what the hell is (.jus f) supposed to mean, to make it worse u nt mind if its a friend jking around but a guy likes to at least feel wanted sometimes this was just about the best way to destroy ones self esteem and well when ur not used to caring it hits u hard, im gonna go sad now and bitch about life in general so feel free to stop reading,
My last girlfriend would barely talk to me and only used me as a bumper for her bloody end of year ball, i cant get the hang of chemistry this year and am looking at a failure for titrations internal, so tired and cant sleep, found out that i actually care what someone thinks, which a new thing for me, man it hurts like a pain inside not something u can deal with just something u can either shut away or indure, fuck why are friends the best and the worst in life, fuck why was i born in such a weak body, fuck why am i bitching like a bitch, and worst of all i got rejected in a txt by a girl i never even considered asking out before, and wen i think about it in time i probably would have asked her out to, i mean shes cute, smart, fun to be around u know special not just another one of the crowd,
life sucks im going to go complete my poem (the one i started above) hope tommorows a better day, otherwise well i may just end up doing somthing stupid or out of the ordinary, hmm going home in the morning or spending a day with a friend sound good, wonder if nicks got work tomorrow
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Mar. 7th, 2005 @ 06:04 pm
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| » a new day |
first - apologys to anyone who read to much in my last entry, friends plus a couple of drinks is the perfect recipe for a bit of random chaos,
second - anyone have any ideas about what your supposed to write in ur live journal (i am not a boring person, i just dnt have anything to say)
Neway lets see now what did i do today,..... i joined a new guild on conquer- yes i am a nerd/geek watever the official classification is, it was quite fun though took part in the guild war where everyone just went around killing everyone else, quite entertaining really, talked to ruth on msn found that again i had nothing to say so it was sorta boring again really,
(james smites himself for talking about msn chatting)
work was so funny last nite, me and melissa were chasing each other round the shop untill phil shouted at us, then i got my anime back off fay, cause she borrowed it, then me and yao sat out the back doing pans and chatting, the music was good as well cause lots of tunes i like got played on the radio,
I probably sound like a child,
gonna go now cause i got work again in an hour and a bit
End of Entry
Mar. 6th, 2005 @ 03:31 pm
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| » Problem solved maniacle happy dance...... runs into door.... +_+ echhi |
Hey everybody i solved my lj problem :D, James's good conscience: he was miss spelling his user name Evil conscience: its all the computers fault Computer: heeey no fair, whys it always my fault James: cause ur always crashing Computer: i don't....CRASH!!!
All people with a non dodgy sense of humor do not read on, the results of 2 guys and freedom of LJ is not pretty.......serious here honest to all i take no resbonsibility for further reading, this is the actual sensored version alright i have a few dodgy friends...... sorry to all who find this distasteful
. . . . . System Reboot;
Alright back online;
What i did to day, hmm lets see; home work in the morning, work in the afternoon yay money money money, whoever said money doesnt make u happy, either didnt have any or was a greedy miser who never spent it helping people, im either one or the other, saving up or spending it all hanging with mates Good conscience: or on pizza James: pizza's good though my sisters fiance makes the awesumest pizza, we call it the phil special its so addictive, eating some right now, heey u never know might put some fat on me, ....... sad feeling, slaps himself, then strokes molly; Norweigen hentai artist: oooooooo...... aaaaaaahhhhh...... (pleased expression) James: (disturbed expression) mollys my pussy, ..... MY CAT !!!! ....... never mind, hides in the closet
5 seconds, lol thats how long it took to mind screw u all :P
back to serious, feeling jealous, never happened before, sigh maybe nxt year hope is both a helping hand and a clenched fist, sad again must be because im confused and tired, dnt like it, gonna have to think it over and dissapear for a while, new beginnings are always hopeful, but time away is deffinatly a closed fist, dnt know wether i should be writing this, if anyone finds this overly criptic then its way to obvious, da de da de dummmm, tunes in my head, need to go to bed, bad rhyming is always fun,
back to jealousy, most deffinatly a dishinerable emotion, one must strive to ignore it and fight to not feel it, why is green always associated with it?? "green with envy" greens my favourite color so sad, la de da... la de da... ,cue the reality check: splosh (pandimensional bucket of water splashed in face) cold never realise how lucky they are, or maybe not this is a matter for investigation,
for now End of Entry
Mar. 5th, 2005 @ 10:00 pm
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| » Another day in the sun |
Ow sunburn hurts,
yes for all those who think you have to be really stupid to get sunburnt, i was not stupid !! i was wearing sunblock and everything it just burnt anyway thats how hot it got today, the weathers gone so wack its enough to prove global warming, its not a conspiracy aliens are though i think, (james wonders why there is a car full of men black suits driving out his drive) i dnt know really i just think its plausable that aliens may exist,
Enough of that;
Not much to say, nothing really happening today, made an effort to tidy room, its almost there but i still cant believe i still have my old books from third form, way to much paper rubbish in my drws and shelves, enough for a decent bonfire if there wasnt a fire ban nad if i could just get my hands on som deisal lol.
End of Entry
P.s glad to see how_nifty's back into sea cadets, go go Jen p.s.s, pity you didnt join ATC instead :P
Feb. 5th, 2005 @ 08:02 pm
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| » For a good friend |
25% of Taupo's kidneys are working. That is very bad. It was a hope that the meds and special food would help get them going again but the latest bloodtest just showed she was getting worse. The vet is very much surprised she looks as good as she does. We've got wee pills for her to stop her throwing up which is a symptom of what she has but eventually she'll get lethargic and...yeah. So, no need for a last trip to the vet which is good I guess :).
Read carfully and pray
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Feb. 4th, 2005 @ 09:17 pm
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| » Trains can be annoying, |
It happened again trains stuffed up and i got stuck in wellington again, 2 days in a row, at least this time i got a ride home, after almost 2 hours waiting, lol
It was a major disrailment of a frieght train, lucky nobody was hurt i think,
Chaos, a word so easily related to love, then again is love actual, twice i think in my life, i feel that i may have loved someone, but i screwed up both times, once by acting to soon and the other by acting to late, but then was both times a feeling of love, or just a sexual attraction for some unkown reason, once i was told that love is the feeling that is left after passion has faded, so how can one know what will happen then, and what if there was no passion just a want to be ?? life is frightening sometimes and when one says to you life rewards the brave, its not true when it comes to "love" nothing is true only what you feel and with no garrentee that feeling will ever be returned, no way of ever knowing what the other feels, life is, as quoted from Malcom in the middle "life is unfair", who would have thought that a cheap comedy could be so true, and in the truth one finds realisation that a dream can never be as much as one sees it, but one can always try and even to realise part of that dream is one more step, the higher the bench mark the greater the result.
well what that means in the end is that life is to dream big and work hard hoping that u will find love and happiness or that love will come to you as finding it is the same as moving mountains, pure chance that there is a passing earthquake.
to discover that a feeling cannot be returned by another is one thing but to find that they feel that for another is hard but if one loves then one forgives and lets free,
but as i said before love can be chaos, torn between love and percieved betrayel can drive one to the edge, life is hard but thats why people stick together and have friends who support them when they are down.
enough with thinking, im starting an anime and manga club at school :D:D i love being 7th form and teachers dnt mind really if only because it'll keep me out of there hair lol
The mini Medieval catapult competition is back up for overview, (organised by moi :D) guess ive got to much to keep me busy at the moment to think of past mistakes and well finding love, or even restarting.... no that can never happen,
End of entry,
Feb. 4th, 2005 @ 08:11 pm
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| » lj's back online |
yay lj's back online, hey i know im slow dnt need u all reminding me about that,
well neway scince u all so nice to be reading my journal maybe someone can explain to me the fariness of uniform whilst at school when all it does is toast u and reduce concentration on the whole, half of us are falling asleep in calculas, for the love of all things good!! ban uniforms :D
we'd have a public hliday on the day that happens, and the goverment party that did that would surely get a huge vote when we turn 18, it would be good politics ,
I have decided that all teachers have at least a half cruel streak and not many people better, people seem to reach an age when they stop caring about whats around them and care more about the fact that it would be easier to let a young hedgehog die of starvation than it would to help it even when you can, its not right and people should realise that but they dnt.
i was happy and planning to tell everyone about my new anime dvd i bought King of bandit jing the one made based on my favourite manga but im to sad to do so, instead ill say this all people should strive to think more of other people and that life is precious and not a waste of time, even the leaf u rip off the path side plant as u walk home bored, I know i will,
I would really like to know who reads this so if u do please comment,
Feb. 3rd, 2005 @ 08:56 pm
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| » I'm Back, hey just where did i go?? |
Hello everyone did you miss me ?? everyone: hey whos that ?? everyone else: don't know lets just turn our backs and ignore him, (cue a very dispondent james looking well dispondent)
anyway sorry all for not posting for a while I've been ummm busy James's contiance: "no hes not hes just been lazy" James: arrggh shut up
well ok so maybe watching lots of anime and learning to draw manga style isnt that good an excuse but its all ive got so take it or leave it, not that much to say apart from slayers is an awesome anime and so is last exile :D:D, also note drawing is extremely hard especially for someone who has yet to discover the secret to drawing a circle why are circles so hard grrrrr
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Jan. 6th, 2005 @ 08:21 pm
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| » Christmas eave |
hello everyone, tip of the update never enter an invalid time value in the date or ull get an error message and lose ur update :P
Merry Chrismas One and All
well finished randomly haunting whitby and saying merry christmas to everyone i meet, got a rousing cheer from some guys walking home from the pub,
well no one did any caroling this year a pity u get lots or carolers in england, looks like ill have to organise to go a carol singing with mates next year:D
well till then seeya later all and enjoy urselves
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Dec. 25th, 2004 @ 12:08 am
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| » exercise |
well lunch time at the computer mmmmm lemony goodnesss, if you have never tried putting lemon on your toast then you should cause although it sounds wierd, it tastes really good computer (using the voice of that annoying microsoft lady who does the sound tests): warning wierdo in vincinity please evacuate immediately James: nani?! you traitourous computer computer: if you break me you cant access the net James: grumble fine.... Ghost:haha shame, James: o.O kyaaaaaaaa ghost runaway Ghost: wohohohohohohooooo Anyway looks like i have flyers to do after this its just to fill in untill i manage to get off my but and find a proper job, not really happening at the moment though as i got rejected for the last three i mean common wat are the odds that all three science instituitions in wellington dont want a part time helper for the summer holidays.
well flyers isnt hard at all really and its good exercise so ill guess ill stick with it for now.
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Dec. 20th, 2004 @ 12:27 pm
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| » how did this happen?? |
most annoying verily most annoying; i spent the last hour trying to log into my live journal account, i kept on getting an evil message saying that my user name didnt exist, after posting a help message i finally figured out the problem, turns out that somehow theres a space before my username even though spaces can't be included ina a user name, how does that work -_- im lost, neway it's Sunday yay church was fun and the sermon was interesting for a first (meaning i didnt actually tune out during it for once, sorry god) cue james being smited by lightening, yay this journal actually uses html which is fun lol I can write bold :D and use random colors :P and underline with headers header :P
Hey this is actually quite fun :D computer: fun at whose expense i have to display this stuff you know its embarassing ghost (nodding sadly): aha aha and when did your bytes develope a nervous twitch? computer: well ever scince james got internet access..... James (with large mallet): if you dont mind im trying to type here computer and ghost:o.O kyaaaaaaaa (cue the smiting)
he he some of the suggestions of correct spelling of "kyaaaaaaaa" include Kaaba, Kaye, kayo, Kassia, kayak, Kayla, Kasai, Kaia, Kaja, Kala, Kama, Kara, Kata, Kyla, Janaya, Kaia's, Joya, Kanya
lol does neone know what half that stuff means?
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Dec. 19th, 2004 @ 11:45 am
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| » Muhahaha my journals online now no ones safe, hehe be afraid be very afraid |
Well i never thought id do somthing as girly as this (cue mob of male users chasing james with torches and pitch forks) burn him burn him, _________________________________________________________________________________________________________
any way i dnt believe they havnt got arrogant i mean wats the point of having a mood drop down selection list if it doesnt have arrogant as a mood wat do u mean thats because im the only person arrogent enough to want to put arrogant as a mood ouch hey watch that pitch fork grrr thats it (james pulls out giant over sized mallet and whacks the angry mob of male users out the window) james: shinnee. ok wat about over confident no, powerful no, arggh this is useless ooo now im angry hey they have angry now im happy grr they dnt have multiple mood selection, useless
hmm now wat to write lets see oh yeah im getting the first series of slayers on dvd for christmas yay so excited (cue james doing his happy dance) ghost to computer: now even i find that disturbing computer: well at least you dnt have to display his journal on screen ghost: true that i really pity you and im dead james: thats it (cue the smiting)
end of entry.... i will be back muhuhahahaaaa
Dec. 18th, 2004 @ 11:01 pm
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